Words I never thought I'd hear

the boys went to there dads house last night and so its just me Laney and 5 cats here. The boys are going to there dads for there summer vists and will be back when school starts. I miss them when there not around and I complain when they are lol. I guess what made it really bad is that I went out to see Tristan today and sat there and thought about the last 7years of my life and how I had changed and what I have become and compared it to where I wanted to be in life, its no where close. But I understand that they come in due time. I sat there and thought how diffent my life would be if Tristanwas here or my mom then as I sat there next to my dad the man that raised me since my dad died when I was 4 , as we sat there not saying a word I relized in less then a year I would setting there......alone talking to him as well as mom,dad, and Tristan. and as we went to get in the van after we sat there for a while I looked at him and said I know time is short but I want you to know something from the bottom of my heart that I love you and that I am very thankful that you took on a roll that you didn't have to but desided to. And my dad said something that I have never ever heard come out of his mouth and as long as I live I will remeber these words " No I didn't have to help your mom and no I didn't have to be with your mom but if I wasn't with her I would never have a daughter and I would never have grandkids and no your not my real kid and grandkids but I want you and the kids to know that I do love you guys even though I don't say it" with everything I am going thourgh right now and all the dark clouds in my life they seemed to disapper if even for a sec when he said that to me. Sometimes our lifes can seem like they are at the lowest and it takes a few words from someone that you never thought that you would hear it from for you to relize as long as you are still here and you are loved and you love you have more going for you then you think.

Be Brave

I've done that pleanty today.lol

ATTENTION ANNETT OVER HERE

when I saw this I thought oh Annett Denise's sisters cousin hope I got that right lol she is going to have to save this pic and put it on her sight lol

isn't that abot the truth

yeah I am beagaing to feel that way

Mafia insured

that is what I need lol

Cute Cat pictures

Yeah I feel that way too buddy

ever just had one of those days

and I thought that I was having a bad day

so how bad was your day ?

Butt to Boobs

uhhhhh huh I don't know I should feel sorry for more the kid or the person that kissed his butt to get him to put it on lol

stolen what

LMAO! yeah that is what I thought too!

This is cool

Explain this one

I want to know how they did this ? this looks like it would take practice and skill to do something like this ya know not everyone can get there car stuck on powerlines ya know.

busy week

These last few weeks have been stressful Our Van broke down so we have been without a car,van anything yeah so to say the least it has been rough. The kids have been enjoying swiming and summer school the boys want to know why can't summer school be like reg. school lol Skyler is already so dark he could be stand next to his uncle Salvador and we wouldn't know who was the real Mexican lol well off to spend time with the kids and friends write more later ya'll

The Seneca Night mare house

you know when you are younger you tell storys to each other to scare each other and when you are have to walk at dare you say remember that story of that woman that..... Well we had one that we told each other when we were younger one of our sisters or brother or some one had told it to us it was of the woman that cut her mother up and put her in mason Jars. Well little did we know it was a true story that happen in our little town back in the 1930s yeah talk about mind blowing I am going to post the link so ya'll that wish to read it may warning it is about 8pages long but is very interesting http://www.seneca-ks.com/nightmare/

Pic of the week

here it is have fun lol

CHARGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When Kittys attack

Here is pics of the baby kittys they are a month old and chasing everones feet warning do not come over to my house barefooted you will get attacked we don't have them named yet I thought that we would be getting rid of them but james and the kids theink we are going to keep them there are four of them 3 that look like the mom and one that is orange and white

Veronica

Heidi and Mike and the Girls stoped by for a little while tonight and Delaney was so happy to see Veronica she was a little upset when she had to leave. They chased a huge Toad under James's car and Junped on the trampoline played on the swing set and of course gave Veronica her Birthday Presents a swim suit and a barbie. I think Laney is really looking forward to having her sister up here in Kansas where she can see her being the only girl in the house it doesn't give her a chance to have some one to share little things with like the boys do. Even though the boys act like they hate each other they hate even more when they aren't around each other. tomarrow is a long day so I going to get some rest before having to ride 216miles one way and then another 216 back. later

This looks like something I would do lol

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