ok ok I am slow Pic of the week is

ok here it is Have fun ! Punky you will have a feild day I know lol on your marks get set what is the head line for this pic

YOU KNOW ITS GOING TO BEA BAD DAY WHEN MOTHER NATURE TELLS YOU TO F%@K OFF!

You know its going to be a bad day when mother Nature tells you where to go! seems like today mother nature didn't want me to leave sourthern kansas lol. I had to go to Newton today and the storms were so bad on the way back that I thought that we were going to have to pull over cuz we couldn't see the road. The hole way down there not one drop of rain but as soon as we started heading back we ran smack in to it.Other then the rain today wasn't Dad let us borrow his Van so we didn't have to deal with the Driver axle in our van that is about to go out. Sorry I didn't get to make it down to see you Jennifer I will Make it down next time I promise. The boys went to spend a week at Matts house so it is really quite with out them here know never relize how much you miss the noise till its not there. Laney is starting to get annoyed because I am always checking on her I have found if a child is to quite its time to see what they are in to!lol well it has been a long day time for bed.

Find the baby

I found this picture and thought that it was neat thought that I would share it

Its Here Summer Vaction

the kids are out of school and driving me up the wall by 9am this moring I heard I am bored what is there to do? I said there is always house work that you could help me with. that is always the magic word they disappered for a few hours lol. The boys go to there dads for a week before summer school starts so it will be quiter here for a week. well its late and I have to get up eaily write more later

its hard to say good bye to kindagarden

my baby did it she had her Graduation today here are a few pics they sang songs and it was a cute program . I think Laney was Happy because Grandpa and Grandma and Aunt Sherri and Salvador was there and she got her Cake also she was a princess she got to go to her grad in a convertible (thanks Salvador that is a memory that she will keep forever) She had a great time I will write more later

This Weeks Pic of the week

I saw this pic and Had to Laugh. this is so wrong but you guys come up with saying for it have fun !

It's Almost Here !!!

The Kids have less then a Week of School Laney has only ONE!!!yes one day left! She doesn't understand summer. Then she found out the Boys got to go to Summer school, She is crying thats not fair I want to go to summer school too. yeah give her a year or so and she will not be saying that. lol The weather here is hot guess mother nature is telling us that summer is here and not going to leave. The Boys Have been wanting to sleep out side with it being so warm untill the monster scares them ( Dad). Laney just wants to know how many more days till Veronica is moving back ( she has this planed another girl to help her over take the boys yeah the boys will never know what hit them) . Well off to get things done wright more later

ok Picture of the week

since you had guys had fun on the last pic and I liked the saying that a friend of mine sent me I can't afford anymore child support so these are going to have to go ... So here is this weeks Pic for you guys to come up with a saying for have fun !

Kittens

Saturday Morning My Son runs in to my Bedroom at 5 Am yelling " Mom!!! Mom!! C.B. is having her Kittens what do we do?!?" So we Have 4 baby Kitty now 2 that look like her and 2 that are orange and white although Momy Cat will not let us really see them to much she has moved them under my dresser in my closet. When they get bigger I will post a pic of them. My Daughter seems to think that we are going to keep all of them I said maybe one ( ok this is me we are talking about I love cats more then likey it will be more then one) ....................................Mothers day went well I got serve breakfast in bed and the kids cleaned the house my sister came up from J.c. and stayed over night and we were out "cruising" in her converable its still funny to see the look on people face when they are trying to figer out what as they call us "white trash" is doing in a nice car well at least we didn't get pulled over and ask if we stole it . so I guess that is a plus lol but it was nice for everyone to be together

mothers day at school

Today I went to the School for there 2nd grade program for mothers day it was cute and Robbie got a kick getting to do sing and do things and he told me that he was glad that I came . Delaneys Feild trip around town is today also so it will be fun to see what she thinks of her feild trip. the Fun of the morning was a hose busting on the van and now when its running water runs everywhere it spilt the hose right down the middle so much trouble for such a small promblem but dad and I think we have it fixed. Although I stuck chuck under there to do most of the work lol yeah I was afraid to get grease on me lol The weather outside is turning out to be rather nice today home that it stays warm well house work is calling my name just desiding weather to awsner wright more later

heres one for ya

Ok I keep finding these pics on the net so I thought that I would put it up lets see who can come up with the caption for this picture then we can deside whos is best have fun

Thanks Michelle

as you can see we made some changes I like it. although its a like hard to read. but Michelle and Annette did a great job thanks you guys

yep chuck has been cooking again

ok I founf this picture on the net and had to laugh since my exhusband works at McDonalds as a cook . so I had to put it on my blog with that heading (teach him not to pay child support !!!)

today wasn't so much a bad day just one of those days where it seemed like it went to fast and stuiped people where put oh this earth to piss you off. Robbie has to Kanza mental health well today as I was setting there ( the 4time in this doctors office that I was only going to have to see once I am told) She told me back in Feb. that she belived he had AHAD now she is saying a behavior problem with impulses ummm the last time that I checked that was AHAD. The sad part of this is that they just let him go to specail Education classes to help him with his reading and spelling and he is starting to improve now he may lose all that because of the Doctor over there. Well to add Fuel to the fire she then tells me that she is going to be leaving and not working with Robbie anymore and that some one else will be coming in to work with him in Aug. ok great confuse my son even more but they are wanting to take blood from him to deside what meds he should be on? ok you are saying he doesn't have AHAD but wanting to put my child on meds and turn him to a veggie. UMMMM I don't think so . I tend to want to walk in there with a note pad and a pen and say so tell me what is on your mind I think you may need someone to talk to because to me you are really confused . on the plus side I found out today that my cat C.B. is pg we are going to have kittens more cats to chase mice around the barn lol I love cats. And I would like to say thanks to every one that left comments on my last blog I am feeling better then the last time I blogged ya'll comments did left me know I do have friends and people I can talk to thanks

Why is god doing this to me ?????

I am not having a good day at all. My step dad came over and told me that the 8 month that they gave him is almost over and that they had thought that he might have 6more months on top of that they have now desided he don't. He came over today to tell me that they took a x-ray and that his Tumor on his Liver has doubled if not tripled in size. He looked at me and said DeAnna my time is ending there is nothing we can do. I start crying I cryed and cryed even after he left. Then My sister called me and Told me I need to set down she told me that my Brother n Law that Has MD was just told Cancer and may not have long to live ethier! I went from crying to Balling I have been crying all night We I am by myself this is more then I can take I have 3 people that I love dearly that is dying of cancer before my eyes I thought that I have been though enough I lost my Dad at 4 My son at 18 went though a divorce lost my mom at 20 had my daughter 6 days later went though a abuse with my exhusband lost my grandma at 21 lost one of my Best friends at 22 lost my step grandma at 23 divorce again at 24 and here I am at 26 years old going though more then a t person would go though in there life time! I guess I am taking it rather hard if you can't tell My step dad and I didn't get along at all growing up but since mom died we have grown really close and been there for each other As well as Barbara witch is another person in my life with cancer. And summer in Goddard Lord those are some of the best times of my life (although half I can't remeber for I was too drunk) but bob was like a dad to me that I never had we would go camping or just talk and he was there for me. When I lost my son he and my sister Sandy just held me for hours while I cryed because my own husband was too buzy for me sometimes a hug can say so much more then words in so many ways. I guess I have been the rock for so long and held so much in that today everything just cracked and it seems like the world that I know is about to change forever. I know I should open up to my husband tell him what I am feeling but I really don't think that he understand what I am going though but at least I can vent on here thanks for letting me to that